I just moved to a new apartment today, in a neighborhood I adore...my favorite neighborhood in nyc I think. I feel very happy that I managed to find an apartment here, but I'm not sure how long I'll be able to stay. I'm contemplating many things right now including whether to drop out of my expensive program and live in Iowa. I feel like I'm on the tips of my toes just waiting for the shock of the decision. I don't want to make the decision to go to Iowa but part of me feels that it is the only option if I can't find a job here soon.
I feel like I'm in total limbo, not willing to enter either place completely: staying here or leaving.
But I really noticed today how flowers are starting to bloom everywhere. Taking a walk down our street, I saw these white flowers by the sidewalk next to someone's home. The yards are starting to take life with these blossoms everywhere I turn. I have never really been a spring person before, but now I'm noticing the colors, blooming, warmer temperatures and appreciating them.
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