I've decided today that I'm going to let go of my grip on my job search. I'm going to let go of the idea that I need to have the exact answers about what I want my career to be. I will start living in the moment and acting on what I would like for myself right now. I realize that might change and I'm not expected to have the answers now. I keep returning in my thoughts to the times in the past when I knew what I wanted to do and wonder how that disappeared, or if I have suppressed those thoughts. I keep waiting for them to return. And to accept this, accept my life right now is difficult. Because it is uncertain. Because I don't have a clear idea of my future and even with myself right now. Sometimes I feel like I'm going through adolescence and have no idea who I am or where I'm going. And that's okay. I need to stop forcing myself to defne myself and be something. I will let go of that pressure and just live. That is my life.
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